My cry

Oh this self that is heartbroken, why must I feel this way, why is the flesh so weak to not know.

Why do we think that we need when we do not, it's not enough it's not enough to be in this flow.

I feel such a failure to not look at the Lord for the comforts that He hath in store.

So much more love than we would ever know, to know that He would be the main one that we can afford.

Number one, first on the list to feel so comforted and loved, depending on Him for all we go through.

I need Him to seek His Word again to know and pray daily upon Him, this self it wants what it wants.

For I shall not, I shall not because it gets me no comforts or great love that is above, but the flesh haunts.

I will pray to God to thank Him always no matter what, He is to remain, though the darts are to be hurled.

I will make haste to my God and keep Him close, He is faithful and just to make me strong to keep me from evil of this world.

Oh does my heart break to be in this flesh that feels all the time, whether it be the smallest thing.

Why can't I remain to be the strong woman, the kind mother to care for her young, oh let my heart sing.

Oh Lord my God take me again, to be who you want me to be, take my hand and show me.

Oh Jesus Lord and Savior hearken my heart to be like your heart with love and help me to see.

Bless my little ones they are still young, look upon them with your power and grace.

Let them grow with your love and help them to do what your will is, place your love upon their face.

Thank you for your guidance and love, your grace and mercy to take this burden, this yolk within me.

Take me and mold me, take me and love me lead me to what you want me to see.

You are God and a big God you are my God and I shall follow you all of my days.

This I say to live is sweet, but to die is gain and I shall live by your ways.