The Great I AM

My Lord my God, how can I just forget you? Your love is like no other, I shall not love any as I do you.

You stir my heart to be closer to you and to love you more, I'm not happy without you Lord, even your Word shows me.

My heart is in ache to even think that someone that does not know you as I do take your place.

My desire is for you Lord, your great love, for me to be drawn closer to you, Lord I know you as you do me.

Mine heart I thought I needed else on this earth but non compare to you Jesus, You know so much more than they.

Today I was told we both believed the same, but we do not, we both know God but he does not, he called you a religion and you are not.

Jesus you are the Great I Am, You are the Lion and the Lamb, You raise people from the dead, You speak and the animals listen.

You whisper and we know and feel, You love and we fall to our knees, You are truley the true and everlasting God.

Surely there would be a reason for me and you have showed me, I shall not disobey you Lord I will do as you say.

Why when people say that it was man that wrote your Word? Yet they do not know they can't fathom your power through the Bible.

You show your great wonders everyday, answered prays, life through a precious life, it is not trash.

They mock you Lord in this country and around the world both day and night, they do not fear you Lord, why can't they see you are great.

I was in a thrift store and there layed a gideon Bible, on the side one wrote non-fiction, how that hurt mine heart.

It put fear in me for those who do not know you Jesus, for them to say that of you is a daeth sentence for them.

I heard a woman say that she wants to be above God himself in a mans life, why, oh why, do they say foolish things?

Oh have mercy on them Lord God for they do not know, for I know forever more who you are, you have defeated the devil.

Even the devil can't raise people from the dead.

My cry

Oh this self that is heartbroken, why must I feel this way, why is the flesh so weak to not know.

Why do we think that we need when we do not, it's not enough it's not enough to be in this flow.

I feel such a failure to not look at the Lord for the comforts that He hath in store.

So much more love than we would ever know, to know that He would be the main one that we can afford.

Number one, first on the list to feel so comforted and loved, depending on Him for all we go through.

I need Him to seek His Word again to know and pray daily upon Him, this self it wants what it wants.

For I shall not, I shall not because it gets me no comforts or great love that is above, but the flesh haunts.

I will pray to God to thank Him always no matter what, He is to remain, though the darts are to be hurled.

I will make haste to my God and keep Him close, He is faithful and just to make me strong to keep me from evil of this world.

Oh does my heart break to be in this flesh that feels all the time, whether it be the smallest thing.

Why can't I remain to be the strong woman, the kind mother to care for her young, oh let my heart sing.

Oh Lord my God take me again, to be who you want me to be, take my hand and show me.

Oh Jesus Lord and Savior hearken my heart to be like your heart with love and help me to see.

Bless my little ones they are still young, look upon them with your power and grace.

Let them grow with your love and help them to do what your will is, place your love upon their face.

Thank you for your guidance and love, your grace and mercy to take this burden, this yolk within me.

Take me and mold me, take me and love me lead me to what you want me to see.

You are God and a big God you are my God and I shall follow you all of my days.

This I say to live is sweet, but to die is gain and I shall live by your ways.

This woman

What is it to be this way off on the trail of life to take in the Lord and then receive then we forget?

I sought the Lord and prayed to Him, then He answered so great with out any fret.

Now that I am comfortable again what have I done for Him? What a dismay I am to not go on in love with Him?

When the time comes in our lives to be in despair we seek and pray to only get what we ask for but we then feel dim.

I need Him daily no matter what, no matter how I feel for any other, I do not want to lose the sight of my Lord.

At this moment I feel and need the comforts of hands that belong to man, I am ashamed to feel this way something I cannot afford.

This flesh that I have is so weak to dream and need a man that mesmerizes me, oh this self be strong to know that you need be not weak.

I can, I can overcome this girlish feeling that has despaired me into a frail broke woman, this I need to find in me the meek.

This is the woman I am strong but weak, humble and meek, tested and tried.

For this I can say to myself take heed look at the wings of eagle and live that way till you have died.

The Lord showed me

I am thine oh Lord and I have thy voice and it said thy Word to me.

Oh that it be thine Word to me, it was today the precious Word was spoke for all to see.

What a day that I had not known for so long to see the fire and passion in one for our Lord

That is the Lord God that puts His awsomeness in those that desire Him so, so easy to afford.

My spirit was stirred and moved so strong knowing all along that He loves me no matter what.

I had asked Him this past week what is it you want from me? To me my heart was at a cut.

He showed me it's not of thine self my precious one, did you forget me?

It hurt to hear what He revealed to me, at that moment once again I see.

Materialistic things that make me turn away even when I thought, "na that can't be".

When it was that I was fading far from Him, showing me the revelent Him to me.

I asked Him in anger, "what do want from me?" "What in the world, are you not there?"

But He was all along was there to see me through all the frustration that I bare.

Yet He says let Me take that burden that you carry, let me take that yoke from you my dearest one.

I am here with my open arms, did you forget I gave my only begotten son?

Now take what I showed you and take to all to see and hear don't worry I am there.

For my Word says go and tell the good news so they burden no more because I care.

That is all I ask of thee, forget all this and that, the possession of this world.

My Word says again I shall remind you, because you are lead.

This world all can and will fade away but my Word will never be faded or destroyed as I have said.

So now then wipe your tears and go fourth in my Name and win the lost I have come for.

Because I will be continually and always be knocking at their door.

I was sleeping and the Lord awoke me to write more of Him and His will.

I had a talk to my cousin today and we converse on the subject of God, on that what to fulfill.

So we talked of how we worship the same God, I know I worship the one and only God.

For this I say is not to punch but to only say that my Lord asks nothing more from us, is that odd?

My Lord does not ask, "here, spend this and that to worship me", "to get your pray answered do this so it will be?"

NO, He does not ask that of me.

So why do they say they worship the same God? When we do not.

For his Word plainly says and this is so easy to do, come as you are, for in our life is the plot.

So easy to do, I can say that I was born a sinner and I will die a sinner, but I was given grace.

You ask what grace is this? Why it is the grace from God through Jesus Christ, I surely embrace.

Jesus Christ was sent to earth to die not for me but all that have sinned and fallen short to the glory of God.

Then in that, we were by Him Jesus Christ, through His Blood we were bought, to me is not odd.

I know that I am not prefect in any way at all, I know that I have to pray daily for forgiveness of my sins.

You too can have this, this gift so free, no expense to give and you can live each day know'n it wins.

Why all you have to do is pray the simple sinners prayer, acknowledging Him as your Lord and Savior.

You probably thinking what is all this is a wierd and odd behavior?

I assure you that I was led and brought forth this awsome news, you know you've heard it time and time again.

It is from God Himself that would not let me sleep to bring this to you, He would not let it be, I mean my brain.

It is 2:30 am at night and I should be sleeping, but the Lord thought more, than for me to rest.

So I shall not deny the Great God I serve, because I love Him to arise and write a message to you at best.

So this I ask to consider the One and Only God that we serve who is humble and asks nothing more.

For I know with Him I can sail the seven seas and abound back to shore.

I miss stuff

Why do I cry? I guess I miss a place that I loved do dear, so why?

My heart aches when I think of times that were spent in the wide and open blue sky.

The hills that captured my heart, the harsh winds of winter, to see the buffalo roam.

Oh does my heart ache to miss all that I have loved for so long that used to be my home.

I hear people say why like that place that is so desolate and plain along with the awful winter?

I just say, "it is Gods Country up there that none can replace and anywhere is an awful splinter".

It was there that I found God again, out there in the loneliness of no where.

Then a friend came to me in my loneliest times, "probably an angel from God", with care.

Guiding me to a family that was with overwhelming love to spare.

Oh did my heart lighten and it lightened some more, with great blessing I saw the great love of God.

From there on out I went to live life with Him and sought Him in pray and Word with so much trod.

Then one day I asked God to make a great decision, I cried out to Him with great despair.

Oh Lord my God I do not want to leave this home that you blessed me with, please answer mine pray.

So as I asked and so He did, to guide and made things known according to His will.

I did not deny Him in this I did as He wanted and left all that I loved oh so much very still.

Now in Arizona a place none compare, to the hot, dry weather that seems a lot.

I carry the Wyoming home in my heart, time to time I try not to forget all that I sought.

Thank you Jesus for all I went through, you've shown me your love to want you more and now got me back.

You sent your angels to minister in the awful desperate times and now I have your precious love that was a lack.

"WOW" My God

Oh Lord my God, you are Great in so many ways, where do I start?

I seen your awsome handy work in a precious babe today.



Oh the innocence of a babe, how we should be, but not innocent in no way.

Within me there is something that sees your precious ones different, as newborns.

I know how you see us now, we are that precious to you on each and every day.

You have no problem loving us in your great love to give, you just give and give.

My Lord how precious are those eyes that sees us in each of us that live.

It is you that has that mighty hand to make us and give us a special gift.

I am a ghast and held back and what you gave within me is something to be a lift.

How precious you are, so much precious than gold and silver.

How great is thou that make the skies and all roar such as the river.



What an abound of Great, Great Love you have given, my spirit longs for more.

You touch my heart like no other, none compare to the Love that plants me to the floor.

Jesus, My Lord God take my hand and guide me and show me your way.

I can't make it with out you Lord, not even another day.

I am so blessed to have you in my heart, my heart you are to stay.

Not even the strongest man can take you away.