The Great I AM

My Lord my God, how can I just forget you? Your love is like no other, I shall not love any as I do you.

You stir my heart to be closer to you and to love you more, I'm not happy without you Lord, even your Word shows me.

My heart is in ache to even think that someone that does not know you as I do take your place.

My desire is for you Lord, your great love, for me to be drawn closer to you, Lord I know you as you do me.

Mine heart I thought I needed else on this earth but non compare to you Jesus, You know so much more than they.

Today I was told we both believed the same, but we do not, we both know God but he does not, he called you a religion and you are not.

Jesus you are the Great I Am, You are the Lion and the Lamb, You raise people from the dead, You speak and the animals listen.

You whisper and we know and feel, You love and we fall to our knees, You are truley the true and everlasting God.

Surely there would be a reason for me and you have showed me, I shall not disobey you Lord I will do as you say.

Why when people say that it was man that wrote your Word? Yet they do not know they can't fathom your power through the Bible.

You show your great wonders everyday, answered prays, life through a precious life, it is not trash.

They mock you Lord in this country and around the world both day and night, they do not fear you Lord, why can't they see you are great.

I was in a thrift store and there layed a gideon Bible, on the side one wrote non-fiction, how that hurt mine heart.

It put fear in me for those who do not know you Jesus, for them to say that of you is a daeth sentence for them.

I heard a woman say that she wants to be above God himself in a mans life, why, oh why, do they say foolish things?

Oh have mercy on them Lord God for they do not know, for I know forever more who you are, you have defeated the devil.

Even the devil can't raise people from the dead.

My cry

Oh this self that is heartbroken, why must I feel this way, why is the flesh so weak to not know.

Why do we think that we need when we do not, it's not enough it's not enough to be in this flow.

I feel such a failure to not look at the Lord for the comforts that He hath in store.

So much more love than we would ever know, to know that He would be the main one that we can afford.

Number one, first on the list to feel so comforted and loved, depending on Him for all we go through.

I need Him to seek His Word again to know and pray daily upon Him, this self it wants what it wants.

For I shall not, I shall not because it gets me no comforts or great love that is above, but the flesh haunts.

I will pray to God to thank Him always no matter what, He is to remain, though the darts are to be hurled.

I will make haste to my God and keep Him close, He is faithful and just to make me strong to keep me from evil of this world.

Oh does my heart break to be in this flesh that feels all the time, whether it be the smallest thing.

Why can't I remain to be the strong woman, the kind mother to care for her young, oh let my heart sing.

Oh Lord my God take me again, to be who you want me to be, take my hand and show me.

Oh Jesus Lord and Savior hearken my heart to be like your heart with love and help me to see.

Bless my little ones they are still young, look upon them with your power and grace.

Let them grow with your love and help them to do what your will is, place your love upon their face.

Thank you for your guidance and love, your grace and mercy to take this burden, this yolk within me.

Take me and mold me, take me and love me lead me to what you want me to see.

You are God and a big God you are my God and I shall follow you all of my days.

This I say to live is sweet, but to die is gain and I shall live by your ways.

This woman

What is it to be this way off on the trail of life to take in the Lord and then receive then we forget?

I sought the Lord and prayed to Him, then He answered so great with out any fret.

Now that I am comfortable again what have I done for Him? What a dismay I am to not go on in love with Him?

When the time comes in our lives to be in despair we seek and pray to only get what we ask for but we then feel dim.

I need Him daily no matter what, no matter how I feel for any other, I do not want to lose the sight of my Lord.

At this moment I feel and need the comforts of hands that belong to man, I am ashamed to feel this way something I cannot afford.

This flesh that I have is so weak to dream and need a man that mesmerizes me, oh this self be strong to know that you need be not weak.

I can, I can overcome this girlish feeling that has despaired me into a frail broke woman, this I need to find in me the meek.

This is the woman I am strong but weak, humble and meek, tested and tried.

For this I can say to myself take heed look at the wings of eagle and live that way till you have died.