Who I seek

My soul yearns and yearns more, I seek but then like a hunter in the wilderness I grow tired and weary. I know what I need to do, feed my soul that is weak and weary, I read the beautiful Words that I carry with me all the time, when the hunger panges come I seek His word.

Oh my soul, my spirit is broken like an eagle that can no longer fly, I want to fly high, high into the big wide open sky. To be happy and strong in the Lord I want to be high and crazy in love with the Lord in my heart. To cry when I hear His Name, to focus and meditate on Him all day long, Him first all the time above even my own family. I am weak without Him, I am not happy without Him, I need Him always to be there for me all the time when I am weak.

Strength He gives me when I have no one at all, I can't live my life without Him. I can't love without Him, He is my stronghold in my times that seems helpless and when I have lost hope in me. Oh my Lord, My God, My Savior I love You with all my heart and all my mind please stay with me all the days of my life. Jesus you are the piece that I always miss in my life.

But You whisper to me sweetly and softly always there behind me when I walk, reminding me that You are always there. You don't condemn me when I use to live a life like Mary Magdeline, you asked who can cast the first stone? Jesus you love me just the way that I am.

My family don't love me like you do Lord Jesus, You are the true God that reigns over the heavens and earth. The universe calls out your precious name, the animals in the wilderness praise You, because You are God, Your are our God. How can I can I say that all is good within me? How can I say that my life is complete and content without you Jesus by my side?

Not I, I am nothing without Him, nothing at all. You see I forgot Him and was lost. Like a little girl holding her dad's hand, then one day I decide to let go and suddenly lost him in the crowd. The little girl looking for her dad in the crowd, she calls out his name but he is no where to be found. She thinks, if I could just find him to hold his hand to feel that comfort that comes from his warm gentle hand, Ill be safe again. It gives me guidance and courage, like the little girl I am not scared holding his hand through all big crowds that I face. The mountatins that I climb he holds me up and helps me with each step, each step I am safe with him. Jesus hold my hand, hold me now for I am weak.